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Name: Christian
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/4/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: kickin it with my friends.. driving cars, riding motorcycles, building computers, installing car audio,
enjoying life to the fullest.
Expertise: everything.. 
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Computers (Hardware)
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/13/2003
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| mind is rushing with mixed emotion
i don't know what to pick
feelin' emo, proceed with caution
just in another deep state of mind
trying to recover from the day
the stresses of life just won't unwind!
unable to sleep
fighting off insomnia
like a maniac
just want to sleep peaceful
free state of mind
there's so many things i want
i don't know where to start
i sit and dwell upon myself
nonchalant
although in my mind the wrath of stress
is tearing me up inside
i seek solace and one in who to confide
unable to find the calm
to find the peace within
i'm another raging soul
seeking piece of mind
back to the daily grind
i'm tired!
i'm tired!
please don't wake me, let me be
unrested soul
please pray for me.
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| missed opportunities
oh how they come and go
i wish i wasn't so oblivious
to what seems to be so obvious
gotta let my defense down a bit
and take what i have in front of me
take it as it goes and quit fighting myself
don't think, just do
go with your instincts
cause that's humanity for you
take a deep breath
and release the tension
keep your ears and eyes open
don't the miss the next opportunity
or it'll be another headslapper
blaming yourself for another....
missed...
opportunity....
peace.
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| i totally forgot that i still had this available to me.... anyhow. let me do a quick rundown of what's happened since i last posted.
1. Pacquiao just beat Oscar De La Hoya
2. My knees are bad.
3. I'm pretty damn happy right now, but I could mos def be better.
4. Still haven't been in a relationship in 5 years, i'm in no rush anyhow.
5. I've started my own Internet Advertising business.
6. I live in Sunnyvale now.
7. My car got broken into and they stole shit.
8. No i'm not married yet, see #4.
Yea.. that's all i can think of. My brain's ready to shutoff. Peace!
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| eyes wide open
clouded vision
sit through life without direction
i medidate and visualize
only things that you would see non-existent
but i can see you
your soul and the light within you
be present and seek face
misdirection and deception is greatly displaced
searching for the truth within
this is me. the one they call christian.
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| just a thought.
i was feeling a bit nostalgic today. i caught myself out of boredom looking back on the past and all that.
It’s
crazy how I’ve managed to backtrace my steps and see every individual
that I’ve made a connection with in my life. With time passing by,
I’ve either become more distant or have become closer to these
individuals.
Every little influence in life has an effect on the
overall perspective, or perception in one’s views. Think about it.
Perhaps the intention was to inject some statement in your life, in
that moment in time to put you in check. It’s important how these
connections are. I find it copacetic to take these events in stride
and continue on with life; without regret, without remorse. Knowing if
that moment in time never happened, then things wouldn’t be the way
they are today.
So I am happy and content that I’ve met the people I’ve met. For it is YOU who have made me into a better (or bitter, j/p  )person.
You should look back one day and thank the people that made you who you are today. | | |
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